Awwwwww! From what I've seen in the Bible, He loves that kind of thing. I find myself doing it sometimes... for some reason usually when I'm in the kitchen. Only most the time I'm singing in a kind of happy nonsense (or it sounds like nonsense to me) instead of English. *hug!* I wonder if singing would chase away some of the bad feelings against yourself.
Awwww. Well I know with mine, AISH (the disability thing here) doesn't cover chiropractics, but years ago the chiropractor decided I would pay thirty dollars like students did then. And I've been paying thirty dollars ever since, even though the student fee has gone up. Maybe you would find a chiropractor who wanted someone to get better more than they wanted a lot of money.
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