So I'm trying to figure out where to put the Duke houses and how many nobles there should be..

like the higher the nobility, the less there are..

I'm trying to think of the nobles I already know of... then I realized.. I don't remember the status of the few nobles I have.. other than corrupt and not corrupt....


I have some of the streets figured out. o3o some..



my squiggles... I tend to forget what they represent. x'D

Heck I forget what half these colored squares represent. =/

When I hear park, I think of those types with wooded areas with bike paths and hiking trails.

I call the kiddy parks 'playgrounds' so people don't get confused.

I was attacked by a wild turkey while on a bike path at one of the local parks I use to visit in my old town. ono hate turkeys... evil...

People need to pick a name for something and leave it be. >:X


oxo best place to sleep if its that dark!!!

I do my best to make my bedroom that dark.

Hasn't been that dark since now i have to leave my bedroom door open and mom's scared of the dark so she has lights lit 24/7... =A=


My one aunt called.. the oldest ones. The one I barely know but mom loves a lot to the point she calls her 'Mama Neicy" well she wanted to talk to me.

First thing out of her mouth was:
"I know you don't like talking on the phone, but deal with it, because this is important"

I wasn't even allowed to correct her that Phone-phobia was an Anxiety based mental illness.

Next she started telling me how I needed to clean mom's air tubs every day and then she started accusing me of not making sure mom got her meds.

When I said she did get her meds she was all "this is the reason she was sent to the hospital" and "her breathing medicines are part of that" .. I flipped out on her at this point. Letting her know that I'm sick of no one listening to me and that mom WAS taking her meds when her confusion started, and that she stopped taking her meds AFTER it started.

I left out the part that the med that caused this issue was a narcotic that was only suppose to be 'TAKE AS NEEDED' because.. again no one fking listens to me..

She once again accused me of not taking care of mom... last time was back in June when mom's meds were causing low blood pressure issues which caused her to fall and crack her head open.. She blamed me for that..

And now mom's meds are fucking things up again, and again it's MY fault..


I hung up on her after yelling at her and then threw the phone. Been crying and shaking for the past 10 minutes.. finally calmed down enough to post..

Sebas let me do a face plant into his tummy

Kuromi snuggled with me


I feel.. sorta better. Also my new little friend spider seems to like the terracotta pot I put into the critter enclouser