ew x'D


Found out my father died back in 09... that is if he didn't fake his death o3o

A week already, dang. *hug*

...And now I'm reminded that I don't know if my birth dad is alive or dead. Or if any of my sibs are.

I still don't know anything about any of his children or if he had any after me...


>;x i needs a new phone... I was recording a shrimp swimming up to seiryuu, running across seiryuu's back and then swimming away... and the phone died before it could save the vid... and it still had 40% battery! >:o

I had mom.. and for a good long while I had my foster parents who helped us out a lot. Came across Mommy Karen's obituary in mom's things earlier ._. I guess I'll keep that.




Yes.. o3o with his kind, anything is possible!




oAo I found a thingy to store business cards in! Ima use it.. MOM YOU HAD USEFUL THINGS AND DIDN"T USE THEM D:<


Went though mom's dresser drawers today.. found a light bulb wrapped up in a bread bag.. which was full of bread crumbs... and a knife wrapped up inside a ziplock baggy ._.


Oh! When my aunts where here, I came across a pill bottle that had something else inside. I opened it and was all "OMG... do you two know 'who' this is"

My aunts were all " 'What' is it?"

"Say hello to your mother... some of grandmother's ashes are in this thing"

"............ wut..."


x'D i then told them the story about how a classmate came to hang out on my one bday ages ago... mom had this thing of ashes on the kitchen table and he thought it was pepper!! x"D He was gonna eat grandmother!!! ahhahahahaha ..... I stopped him.... she prolly woulda poisoned him >->

UUUGHHHH.....

My neighbor L, she's the type of person who doesn't shut up. She won't let anyone else talk.. she'll also jump from subject to subject as she drabbles on.

We were clearing out one of the kitchen cupboards, and there was a few things of old coffee creamer in there. She picks one up and is shoving it into my face asking if it's trash. As I'm trying to explain WHY I need to keep the coffee creamer containers, she's already moved on to asking what these small little bowls are... and as I am telling her what the bowls are, she is back to shoving that thing in my face asking if it's trash...

It went on for 3-4 times before I snapped, took the container from her and slammed it on the counter (not really all that hard) to get her attention and raised my voice a bit stating "These containers I keep to drain meat grease into!"

She got all pissy at me, left and texted me this:
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I apologized for snapping, because YES, I could have handled things better... I mean, who cares if I just lost my mother a week ago or not... right? But she has yet to apologize for shoving stuff in my face and not listening to what I was saying.. >:x


When I apologized, she was just all "I appreciate that, Id like to grow closer as friends because that's what mom would have wanted"

Where's MY apology for how YOU acted?! D:<

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Sebas fell into the tank tonight... x'D