>;x my neighbors are smoking their cigarettes again...

I’m sorry to hear that, I’m glad i can’t smell anything like that here.

I swear they chain smoke.. x-x smelling that crap for hours


ugh.. =3=

Got a chiro appointment made for next week...

Foot doc and stomach doc aren't answering phones so I'll call next week...

Also found out mom had a ear appointment for tomorrow that I had to cancel... x-x

I'm shaking again... enough phones for now... yet watch the funeral home call today now that my anxiety with phones has skyrocketed...

Who knows? 8U

I’m sorry DK….D:

I dozed off after all that and had a dream of mom..

I was sitting on the floor in my room doing something, and I see this shadowy figure lean over the arm of a chair. The chair isn't where I have the chairs now, something I didn't notice in the dream.. anyway, the shadowy figure scared me and I hid my face in whatever I was doing to calm myself before going out to investigate.

It was mom in the chair trying to get my attention. She said she had to pee, and had already started to go in her diaper. Once again I chasited her, telling her if she felt like she needed to go, she needed to work her self up and go.

I help her up, we get into the bathroom, she takes the diaper off and as she sits down, she falls forward, limp like a doll and is now face down on the floor. And she starts peeing...

I'm grossed out as its going all over the place.. well I try to pick her up off the ground as I was scared she would drown in pee, get her up on the toilet and try to start cleaning the floor when she falls off again, face down into the pee. Again she's drowning in pee.

Finally I get her up once more... and she's done peeing.. puts on some weird paper shirt and heads to her bedroom. I chase after her,telling her she needs to put on a fresh diaper. I was ignored.. she lays down in bed.... I again try to get her attention and get her to atleast put on a diaper, but I'm ignored. I go to shake her awake as she seems to be sleeping... then for some reason in the dream I start thinking "Wait... didn't she...? how is she here? weren't they cremating her? was that all a bad dream?"

that's when the phone rings, scam caller waking me up. Took me a while get my brain together and remember that mom was gone and that it was all a bad dream.

Wow that’s…some dream…8U I’m sorry.

Do you get a lot of scam calls? XD;; it seems like you do and at most we get like 1-2 average from what i can remember when i used to not work and stay at home all the time. Like how do you get so many scam calls in a day? OnO

Moi: ono -beats doctor up for not refilling meds-

o-O they're as bad as mom... except mom wouldn't go for that one because she didn't know what an ipad is... she'd believe them and be all "I don't know how to use those things! go back to paper!"

Report that to the FBI o3o that way, when they catch the criminals, you can get some of the monies back!


Hotarla: America the land of dreams (scams) and freedom (lies)! -w-

I never open emails that I don’t recognize. My mom doesn’t even use email. Me, i delete anything I’m unfamiliar with.

It rained and snowed a bit yesterday and its supposed to do it again today. I haven’t looked outside yet but it hasn’t really happened? Yet?

As for us, Canada is the land of the stupid Freedom Convoy that’s currently blocking the border from trucks coming in via Alberta and Ontario. The convoy drove all the way to Ottawa and they’ve been protesting for almost a week and just being a general nuisance. And all this bc our PM said that they’re not allowed into Canada unless they’ve been fully vaccinated….8U

I delete emails that i don't know..


speaking of emails, Flip Aquatics finally emailed me back. =/ told me how to do an in store pick up.. they really should have that option on the website so we don't get charged for shipping. They refund us the shipping once we get there.. >:x i needs that money in mah paypal for a reasonz!


oh well.. now to find a ride there, then order mah plant =3=