Yes, that exactly my point.
How can you say others they are non-americans when they are just as americans as yourself


Yesterday I was talking to my son about how I was born in the same village as my father, as my grandma, as my great-grandparents, as their own great-grandparents... and all the way back to whoever knows. Probably never left the place.
My brother stayed there, and his own son was born there, so one more generation that stays.

And that's the same town, I mean we left the town but we are hardly 100 km away, it's not like we emigrated to another country!

I was born one state over from where I currently live... TRIED to move down south once... but ended up coming back to this state... this state is evil... it doesn't let you go.. >A<



I did a tarot reading on myself last night.. a 7 card reading.. I don't know how to properly read tarot.. but if I go by this little booklet that comes with my cards... its like fking hell are these cards scary..

Cups II - Love, passion, friendship, affinity, union, concord, sympathy, the inter-relation of the sexes, and -- as a suggestion apart from all offices of divination -- that which nature is sanctified
Knight of Wands - Departure, absence, flight, emigration, A dark young man,friendly, change of residence
Cups III (Reversed) - Expedition, dispatch, achievement, end
The Magician - Skill, Diplomacy, Address; Sickness, Pain, Loss, Disaster; Self-confidence, will
King of Pentacles - Valour, realizing intelligence, business and normal intellectual aptitude, sometimes mathematical gifts and attainments of this kind; success in these paths
Death (Reversed) - Inertia, Sleep, Lethargy, Petrifaction, Somnambulism
Cups VI (Reversed) - The future, renewal, that which will come to pass presently


The first two makes me remember how I wanted to move in with friends... my one friend recently told me that there may be a room opening up in her house soon... too bad I already signed my new lease >A<

Knight of Wands also indicates moving/leaving this place, but it could also be pointing to mom's absence in my life.

Cups III might be about how I handled everything regarding mom's death well, as an achievement.. everyone that actually knows me has been complementing me on it after all.. That or it could mean that my dependence on mom has come to an end...

The Magician also points to mom. Or it could be telling me something about my physical pains and sicknesses..

No clue on what the King of Pentacles is telling me. =/

Death is talking about my inability to sleep lately but the Cups VI says that it will pass.


Isn't that accuracy scary?! D8

i guess? xD but i'm not smartttttttt. XDDDDDDD;;
i feel "bad" that i don't live up to their asian stereotypes lol. xD well it amuses more lol.

i still need fingers for adding/subtracting. i mumble the numbers to myself lol. xD
and i think using calculators simplifies everythingggggggg.

Calculators are nice ovo


I don't want to live up to the 'white entitled racist' stereotype that are equipped to anyone that's white.


Kuromi update:


I have a foot doctor appointment in the morning... and I'm worried Kuromi will get out of her little jacket I made (WIP really) for her and harm herself even more...

The med stuff I got her arrived today. Both are 3 times a day types of things. Did 2 rounds today because of how late in the day they came.

First thing I did was the wipes. This seemed to have aggravated her back, she was trying to lick like crazy growling and hissing at her back and me... I was worried the wipes were making things worse... She also ended up peeing on my bed... again. =3= When her back gets too agitated, she pees.. (or poops.. the one time she jumped off my bed and pooped on a pair of shorts that sebas knocked onto the floor. xp)

Second thing I did was figure out that I didn't get a salve but an ingestable liquid medicine. 5 drops 3 times a day. I put the drops on her lip which she didn't like the taste of apparently. Her need to lick at her back after a few minutes after ingesting the liquid meds have lessened and she fell asleep.


Time for the night dose rolled around.. I decided to start with the liquid anti itch meds.. I got a small sauce cup and mixed the 5 drops with water (can be given as is, mixed with water, or mixed with food) I got one of the old syringes that the vet gave us when Kuromi was fixed. I put in more water than i could fit in the syringe, so after the first dosage with that, I passed her the cup and she drank it almost all gone. She left 1 syringe dose in the cup so I had her finish that up.

After waiting 30 minutes for those meds to kick in, I used the wipes. No bad reaction!!! And she hasn't did any excessive licking since! ovo She's been doing normal washing, but nothing excessive.

Her little jacket has been protecting her from Sebas's kitten attacks too =w=,


She cuddled with me for nearly a whole hour .. finally let me up >w<


Though I'm still worried about leaving her.. even with the jacket.. I might double up with the cone while I'm out until I can finish the jacket.
I gotta do the hem and add velcro so I can remove the safety pins. I worry about one popping open and stabbing her >A<

Yes calculators are nice….

I’m glad Kuromi’s sounds like a she’s doing better. O3O

Her back is looking 500000 times better! It's no longer inflamed, and she's not trying to lick at her back.

Oh that’s good to hear! I’m glad she’s feeling better. 8U

Those are great news!
Good for Kuromi!

What her back looked like on friday:
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/ ... 163625.jpg


What it looked like this morning:
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/ ... 072855.jpg


ovo

i still can't believe she can scratch herself to the extent of taking off an entire swatch of fur. i mean, it just looks really really bad. >n<
although it does look better, its no longer all angry red looking.