I use to want a tattoo when I was a teen. I was so glad I never got one.
I use to paint my nails, but I don't now. I can't stand the feeling of stuff on them. As for those temp water based tattoos.. I would collect them and put them in a photo album instead of putting them on my skin. x'D
My "Tattoos" were self drawn stuff using gel pens >w>
I get mystery bruises too!! D8 they just appear out of no where.. ono
Some friends convinced me to make my own FB post and to post on reddit. I'm still working on the reddit post, but the FB post is this:
Spoiler
People are asking, "Why was your mom's death such a secret?" "Why didn't you tell us when it happened?"
Well... because she knew some of her sisters couldn't keep a secret. So her sisters were to be kept from knowing for as long as possible.
For years, I watched my mother slowly fade away. Her mental illnesses got worse and she also slowly became physically disabled. But the worst part of watching her throughout these years? Watching her cry every holiday and birthday.
I would hear her ask my Aunts Judy, Jane and I think she even asked Mary-Lou, to convince my older sisters Jennie and April to call her, or let her call them. Nope.
Neither of these two tried to understand mom. They refused to understand that Mom had PTSD from the abuse she endured from her own parents. Sorry guys, but your precious nana abused your mother. That abuse caused PTSD. and like most people with PTSD, mom had things that would trigger memories which would cause her to talk about those memories. You guys couldn't handle the truth about your nana and cut mom from your lives. It's not talking bad about someone if its the truth.
You people want to know why Jennie May and April Lynn weren't to be told? Why should two people who couldn't be bothered to call and wish their own mother a Happy Birthday, be told that she died? No , Merry Christmas, Happy New Year or even a Happy Mother's Day either. They could have sent letters even a card, it didn't have to be verbal communication. No Contact What So Ever. So yea, why should they be told of the passing of someone they avoided like the plague?
Mom's final wish was that Jennie and April weren't to be told. I tried to respect my mother's final wish. If that makes me a fucking asshole in your eyes. That's fine with me. To me, you people are the assholes. My mother tried, she reached out, and you people just pushed her away.
My mom died with a broken heart because she believed her two oldest daughters didn't love her.
You can all claim you loved her all you want. Your cold shoulders and heartless silence as she repeatedly reached out to you spoke more to her and myself than your empty words.
I did my best to keep the focus on mom and not put much on me. Where Jen made everything about her.
Once I make the reddit post (will post a link to it later when I make it) I'll be done with the topic.
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