A lot of my grades were bad. I had a hard time concentrating, fell asleep a lot... easily distracted... Turns out it wasn't because I was lazy (though teachers called me that) it was because I had ADHD.


Of course, I didn't know I had it, I suspected I did, but.. this is Ohio... I'm learning Ohio hates people with disability, sees them as lazy. =3=


But yea.. you had to have good grades in english to take a second language..
There for I wasn't allowed. >:x
I bet... since I was actually INTERESTED in Japanese, I bet my english grades could have gotten better on top of learning a second language. =/


Did you know, a symptom of ADHD is topic hoping.. =w=,
I almost did that here... instead of explaining what I did above, I had typed out crap about ADHD and such.

Anyway: here's a youtube channel I use to learn more about ADHD... it's the reason I asked my current counselor to test me. I remember asking my old counselor back in 2019.. maybe 18 to test me but she said she wasn't qualified...

https://www.youtube.com/c/HowtoADHD/videos

There was one set of videos that really helped me understand that the Procrastination issue that comes with ADHD, it isn't because I'm actually lazy.. its a symptom. And apparently forcing someone with ADHD to do something can actually be harmful! You have to let them build themselves up, let them prepare themselves for the task ahead instead of nagging them to get it done.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uo08uS904Rg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hlObsAeFNVk

And the video that made me want to get tested more than ever before, the host of "How To ADHD" she read people's stories of how ADHD affected them, and stuff... and I related to most of what she read. x-x
I watched this and there were probably 2-3 things that I didn't relate to out of this whole video o3o
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbeeWRcHgN0

i see. well in canada, it was compulsory to learn french, whether you liked it or not. xD;; we also have french immersion programs here too.

There use to be a french person in my old channel. We were in voice chat with her, she'd listen but type to us in response. She was shy..

Well the live beauty and the beast movie had been released and I was signing the song that starts off with everyone saying Bonjour. She complemented me on my pronounciation. >W<

Sadly that's the only word I can say.. and maybe poison (fish) xD
Oh! and Pierrot o3o
I know I probably say larc en ciel wrong.. o3o as I always shortened that to Laruku (HYDE!!!! >w<)


here... english is the only mandatory language. Everything else is optional only with good grades in english. =3= poot (spits at school)

lol i see. that's interesting.

and its poisson, lol, when you spelled it poison, i was like "whatttttttt its poisonous??"
and it should be l'arc en ciel, the l' means "the" because french doesn't like two vowels together (le/la + arc). XD i still know french! XD

o3o duuude i can barely spell in english.. don't expect me to spell in french x'D

wait.. did I spell the other one right? O-o

lol well now you know how they're spelt. XD

the other one? which one? l'arc en ciel? you spelled it right, just forgot the apostrophe because the l and the arc are two different "words".

o3o bonjour was the one i was sure i miss spelled.

im too lazy for 's >3> -rolls about in the laziness-

i'm actually kinda tired.. x-x

No Bonjour is spelled right.
And if you forget your s’s, you’ll be saying a completely different word! 8u

I’m feeling very blah myself.

's thingers be gone!!! >:D


so friggen tired right now xD
I couldn't sleep... might go nap now tho.. the package i was waiting for has finally arrived. (also the 2 cases of water I ordered a while back)

good to hear that your packages have arrived! as for me, i'm just feeling very blah today. 8u