- pokes head in - What up? What's the topic? - reads around - mmmm... I've been watching Spy + Famliy. It's supper cute

KC!!!

I'm watching overlord at the moment.
Also watching My Isekai Life and Made in Abyss as they air. or trying to.


I do want to watch Spy x Family eventually, but I wanna clear out my Isekai to watch list first. >w<



As for what's up. Since we last spoke. My mom passed away back in January, I been trying again to get on SSI because no one wants to hire me. Been in and out of depression, found out my family doctor is one of those "Disabilities are excuses to not work" types.

I'm back in counseling after FINALLY finding one that works well with me. She's recommended a therapist who also doubles as a family practitioner. So If I like this therapist, I'll switch over to her family practice.

I am surviving some how.. =3=


How's KC?!

Haha =w=

That's how my list seems to be, especially this year.. =3=

My depression makes me look at all the anime and just deflate. QnQ I feel like I wasted money on my yearly CR sub and the monthly subs to HiDive and Funi... well.. Chizzy and Ruru have access to those last 2 so its not totally a waste...

I have a yearly sub. I tend to feel so guilty when I don't watch it. >A<

I've had issues with canceling and then trying to get it again so ... yea.. not gonna trust that. >A<

Apparently I finished watching Spy x Family and didn't realize it. XD

Now I'm watching some Demon Slayer.

Demonskid - my condolence to you. I hope things get better for you

I don't even know where I left off with you. A lot has happened. Chris has been in and out of jobs, we realized they were only paying him half of what he should be making in his position so people have been taking advantage of him and being really toxic. But he now has a good job that's treating him right and working with more positive people. Now our finances are on track. we are still living with my parents in an apartment that's detached from the main house. The pandemic really opened some crap I have with them. We really want to move out, we have the money for down payments and all that but the market is SOOOOO bad for first-time buyers that we feel stuck. I've been doing OK though. Just going crazy lol

Demon Slayer! <3
I read the manga, so I can't bring myself to watch Season 2 or the movie. >A< I don't wanna see that particular part animated... but I also don't wanna skip anything. >x<

Made in Abyss season 2 will be ending in the next 2-3 episodes... sadness.. they gotta wait for the manga to get farther ahead anyway..

I remember in your discord server back when covid hit, you said something about your parent's not keeping boundaries.. and I think you mentioned they kept having people over or something? I hope you can find a place soon and that your family doesn't drive you too wild.

I haven't really been going into discord servers lately. Just keeping to a small group of friends in DMs really. I feel I should have kept in touch better, sorry. >A<



I just got back from a dental appointment. The taxi came for me early, causing me to forget my mask and headphones at home >:x....

Last month I went for an initial visit and to see how the people there treat others. Decided they were better than anything I been to in the past so I came back for the cleaning and filling of a cavity.

I was so anxious, waiting for the hygienist to say something about how I need to do better at this or that. It. Never. Came! I wanted to cry in relief. I thanked her for not nagging or saying anything and she said she understood and she feels that instead of nagging about what people did wrong, she'll complement on how well they did and explain stuff she was able to do or unable to do. She mentioned my gums were bleeding a lot so she couldn't get any deeper, that she'll go for that at my next cleaning in 6 months.

Then the dentist and his assistant they were super nice. Reminded me they were gonna fill a cavity, looked at my films and were like "oh.. this is a tiny one!" then became shocked when they heard that I hadn't seen a dentist for 5 or so years. xD

5 years and only this one tiny cavity!

That made me feel good about myself. Like I did something right.

My right cheek still feels like its trying to slide off my face, its still numb. xD