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When I was a kid, I'd cry nonstop when my mom dropped me off at school.
I think I stopped around 5th or 6th grade.  18%  [ 7 ]
I really didn't want to be away from my home.  36%  [ 14 ]
And golly gee I have Agoraphobia Bu  46%  [ 18 ]
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 Post subject: I Just Wanna
Posted: Apr 11th, '17, 23:41    


Moi

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Do you ever feel the need to do something RIGHT NOW?

I strongly dislike physical contact, so I dislike hugs and kisses and basically everything else.
Last night, I had the overwhelming desire to hug my sister last night.
She had been crying and she fell asleep, and I wanted to hug her, but she was sound asleep. So I couldn't.
I've also had nights where I didn't want to sleep alone.
I have my own room and am fine sleeping a lone, but some nights I'd cry a lot because I didn't want to sleep alone.
Again, everyone was sound asleep, so I had to sleep alone.

I get this way randomly and most of the time, I can't do what I want xD

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 Post subject: Re: I Just Wanna
Posted: Apr 13th, '17, 02:24    


Akili Li

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Yes! Oh gosh yes, it never makes any sense to me why sometimes impulses come paired with a weird sense of urgency (that bit where you just want to do it now) and no explanation or justification for it....

I didn't know anyone else had that too!

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 Post subject: Re: I Just Wanna
Posted: Apr 13th, '17, 19:08    


Metapod

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Yeah, but I'm a strong mix of extremely impulsive and extremely hesitant. One will eventually win, but it's a weird internal struggle. Especially because my impulsive decisions often turn out bad lol.

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 Post subject: Re: I Just Wanna
Posted: May 15th, '17, 03:26    


light_sucks

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I do occasionally. But it's usually like really weird and disturbing things that I should not do at all. So I can almost always keep myself from doing those things. Good times.

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 Post subject: Re: I Just Wanna
Posted: May 15th, '17, 04:17    


Lycanthus

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i think, maybe... i get that way with music? like, i get urges to play an instrument or sing and i have to be content with imagining the notes in my head because i'd be in class or doing something else.

i'm not even that good at playing the instruments i know, but it's so satisfying to play music. kind of scratches that itch for me.

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 Post subject: Re: I Just Wanna
Posted: May 15th, '17, 07:31    


Akili Li

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I was thinking more of things like using sidewalk chalk to write out an Ogden Nash poem on the sidewalk leading up to the library or something. It's the sort of impulse you usually feel walking up to the door, but sometimes it feels weirdly urgent? Like you somehow think, "if I don't do it tonight, someone will come by with an e. e. cummings poem instead!" or whatever other weird justification your brain is using to try and make it seem important to do it soon.

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 Post subject: Re: I Just Wanna
Posted: May 16th, '17, 07:10    


light_sucks

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Well if it's just chalk I don't really see what the harm of it would be. It washes off with just some water.

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They/Them pronouns, please.

Call me Moss.

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 Post subject: Re: I Just Wanna
Posted: May 16th, '17, 07:27    


Akili Li

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Sure, but... the question wasn't about necessarily harmful stuff, just if you get those feelings like you need to do something RIGHT THAT SECOND.

Like Moi's initial example of hugging someone isn't a bad impulse, just weirdly timed.

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I want to buy or trade for these knuffels:
Earth Gen 18, Light Gen 19, Fire Gen 21, Air/Light/Water Gen 22, Light Gen 23, Earth/Light Gen 25, Darkness Gen 26.
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