Well my fiance for the past few days has been telling me my daughter is lying to me in a way and gave reasons. Like how she can easily switch her emotions in a short amount of time. I know she's good at lying. She's done it before to me and sometimes I knew what was real and what was a bit of a lie or a tall tale in some sort. And right now my brain is having an issue with cooping with falling yet again with her lies.

My daughter has been a liar since she was like 6yrs old. No idea why or how it happened but I know it's my fault she got away with it. I believed her that it was her brother who would smash food into the carpet when they were young. After a year or so found out it was her and by then it was a bit too late to do anything about it. Had no idea what to do either. I still have no idea what to do.

This morning I emailed my mom about what's been going on and see what she might be able to do about this. Even told her something about my daughter I have no idea if she knows. I just wished she would be able to get the help she needs. I know meds and therapy would help her out alot. And might help her calm down and I always knew she would make things out to be worse than they were. No idea what else to do. So my fiance said she she can't contact me anymore since it makes my mind go wacky and me lose it after awhile. She's done this before to me. A couple times since I moved out to be with my fiance. I know she's hurting and she needs to blame someone and needs attention but pulling at your parent's strings like a puppet is bad. I always talk to her when she wants.

She calls me only because I don't feel comfortable with my ex's family being around if I call her. So I prefer her to call me since they all think I'm some toxic garbage who hurt their poor innocent "abusive" baby boy. His family is blind and could careless on what's the real story. I accepted my fate on that part. Just wished my daughter would try to better herself. But I do know for a fact meds and therapy would help her out. Especially for awhile so her mind can calm down and be able to think for a bit and if she wants to go off of them after a year or so, fine. But her dad is one of those people who thinks it's all in your head... Even though he walked in on a family member right after they hung themeselves and his uncle killed himself a few years ago and then the uncles one son did the same thing the same way a year ago. >.> Makes no sense whatsoever.

Like the new name lol.

Ah today is the day we as a country go down the toilet with a baby. I love watching the Daily Show. Makes things so much better with the new guy coming in. Helps take the edge off. Plus I learned so much about the moron who's in charge of our schools. God the kids will be screwed now with the new adminstration. Ugh I feel bad for them.

*hugs* I truly hope things get better for you Pwale. No one should go through that. I'm glad your dad came around. Same thing happened with my mom. She always thought me being crazy as I term it was wrong and I made things up and worse than they were until she got sucidal after her father died who she cared for til he passed. Then she realized that it wasn't in my head and came around and started to understand my brain is a bit wacky and I can't help it. Made things a bit easier. She finally accepted that I have severe OCD and I can't help it. Even told her about a book I read to help me understand it better. It made thing worse while I read it. Go figure a book on OCD made me trigger more stupid habits. I read about half of it and got rid of it. Couldn't handle it anymore. But I did learn alot more about my brain and it made things so much easier to understand how a OCD brain works. So glad I read it.

LOL Moi, your sister is awesome.

She's lied too much and I haven't heard from my mom about anything so I'm assuming my daughter isn't talking to anyone right now. Fiance emailed her since our phone is out of minutes stating we are no longer to have contact with each other. My mom even thinks it's a good idea. Since my brain breaks after awhile and it takes me a bit longer to handle the crap I just heard and found out was all lies.

I haven't seen a video on his wife. Just saw something on FB about people are saying something about freeing her. Because she looked afraid. No idea what it was though. Was concentrating on the fact he's screwing over the native americans land when it was supposed to be fixed and heard that birth control is no longer free from insurances with his new law he put in during the womens march. Hell even read the head of the DC one is a supporter of sharia law. Made me sick reading that. But with marches being all over the world and country that made me feel so much better.

I'm back! Woo. I didn't have internet access for a week...anyways...

Um...so "sharia law" just means a set of instructions for how a government should comport itself to be in line with Islam. The irony is that it's just a conservative religious system of government. The only difference between "sharia law" and a conservative christian government is the rituals, other than that the goals are pretty much the exact same thing. So it's hilarious that conservative christians are so terrified of sharia law, when they advocate for the exact same policies just in a different language and with slightly different rituals. (This, of course, gets back to the fact that Christianity, Islam and Judaism are all Abrahamic faiths, as in descended from Abraham.)

One of the organizers of the March in D.C. is a Muslim American woman, that is true. So I'm not surprised you saw people trying to demonize her. It's just so frustrating to me that people use this strange sounding words (or at least, words that sound strange to them) without knowing what they mean.

I was at the march in Boston. It was crazy. Around 200,000 people showed up.

I'm glad so many people showed up for it where you were.

The only thing I've been paying attention to is the crap he's signing in. Of course alot of it has to be approved but what I heard is his 'muslim ban' doesn't have to wait which is rather sad. Sad how he's already screwing things up and no one seems to be paying attention to the details just he's still great. Played 2 games and the chat is something I have to actually try to ignore and not look at because of it. That is too many people to block and I don't want to waste my time doing that to about several or more a day.

All these executive orders will be soon followed by lawsuits. So fingers crossed that we can still turn at least some of this around.

*crosses whatever she can*

I'm so hoping that after the 4yrs this time the election is not for show but people actually try to do something so we don't have the full 8yrs with him.

Gotta love the fact that we at least have to have the federal gov choose what to do with things instead of letting a child do what he pleases first.

Just keep breathing...

....it's been a hard week.........

I've been talking to some scientists I know. Apparently things in D.C. are even worse than they appear, at least among the scientists at the EPA and the CDC. Everyone is panicking, no one knows who is in charge or what anyone is supposed to be doing, and everyone is trying to save as much data as they can before its destroyed. Stuff like vaccines and cancer research and climate change data. All of that is being threatened. At least, that's the word on the street.

WHAT THE HELL?? That kind of data can't be damaged in any way. I sure hope to god things don't go that route or we are all screwed.

*looks at photos of pretty cute kitties doing fluffy stuff*

God save us. Only thing that fits right now.

Questioning science isn't anti-science. Science evolves with questioning.
Nothing is being destroyed.